Out of many things in life, there’s a few things I want most. Currently, my best picks are:

1. Higher G.P.A. in which I actually feel that I don’t deserve to get for the reason that I have not made any obvious academical efforts in order to achieve such thing. I should be satisfied with my achievement but I should not have been satisfied with my own self because I have not used my full potential.

2. Toto-Chan Book which I have been wanting to find for months. It’s not that I can’t find any, there’s plenty at Gramedia but the thing is that they’re the REPRINTED version!!! And can you understand how much I despite seeing the reprinted version??!!! (and no, I guess most of you won’t understand). I actually read Toto-chan for the first time when I was 8 or 9 years old and I got the book from my aunt. The book teaches a lot of simple but important values about being nice to other human beings, which is the reason why this book became very important to me. However, I was a young stupid careless kid who couldn’t take care of things carefully so the book got into a pretty sad condition with fallen pages which is the main reason why I have not finished reading the book until NOW (how can i? the pages are missing)!!!!!! I keep blaming myself for this and I wish I could have turned back the time so I will still have the book in an excellent condition.. Still, for some reasons I refuse to touch the Reprinted version of the book to finish reading the stories, I just want the old ones (first edition, if possible) with brown pages and that old look on the cover. I miss that book, and I love that book soooooo much…… People told me I should try to look for the old version of the book at Palasari, but I haven’t got any time to go there.. and I don’t know how to get there… Sight…

3. To Be Nicer to Others… Oops I suppose I should have put this to number one since this is the thing I actually want most.. Sorry, I am not a perfect human being, I can be a b****h a lot of times but despite my personality imperfections I just want to be nice to people – and if I can, to become an altruistic person….